its christmas vacation.
i always do this.
i'll start a brand new blog...just because i'm bored.
i'll tell myself i'll actually write stuff on a daily basis...
but in the end i never do.
dang.
i promise to try my best and actually write in here...
promise.
sooo.
im back.

christmas has come and go.
honestly this year didn't feel much like christmas.
every year it feels less and less like christmas.
its almost like that magic feeling you had when you were younger is gone.
i remember being so excited and waiting all year for it.
now it just felt like any other day.
dang.
growing up sucks.
but hey we all do.
speaking of growing up...

i've really got to start applying to colleges.
i finally got a good score on my SATs.
1540...thats good right?
i feel so nervous.
i feel like no college would ever accept me.
i'm not exactly the smartest kid.
oh well its just the jitters right?
i wonder how it would feel to be a student with like a 4.5 GPA or something.
i wonder how it would feel knowing you would probably be able to get into any school you wanted.
you think people like that feel the same pressure as other students?

enough pondering.
i really must begin applying.
maybe i'll do that now.
i love how schools allow you to apply online now.
with that said i shall end my post.





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